[Pisanthrophobia]

Jumbeled Thoughts

Angel

Loving someone who's broken isn't easy,
Loving someone who had a wrecked past relationship isn't easy.
It's like losing parts of yourself just to love the person just so that they will love themselves better.
It's hard because she will keep remembering about it, the same thing will haunt her everyday.
She can't seem to love herself because she thinks that she's never good enough.

The days where she feels extremely down, upset and needy of someone, are the days whereby you should stand close to her, tell her how much you love her. Tell her how much she is worth.

On the days where she cries to bed, or maybe on your shoulders, hug her, comfort her, and assure her that everything will be alright. And that better days are coming, for her and for the both of you.

An when she feels like giving up on herself, tell her how much you need her, remind her how strong  she is to have been able to go through this far. And that you are actually able to get to know her and be together with her today because she was strong enough to stay in this selfish world.

And if her past suddenly hits her and when she starts having doubts on herself, tell her that it's all over, the past can't fix her, the past cannot be undone. The future awaits her, and for the both of you.
Only you can make positive choices to make it better.

But this can't go on forever, when it's those days where she smiles, and laughs, is the day where you should be happy. Happy because you knew that something or someone actually made her smile.
And behind that precious smile of hers, was your hard work and effort.

Indeed, loving someone who was emotionally unstable is tough, but if you truly  loved her, you'd know that it'll all be worth it in the end. It's all in you, whether you want her to be dumped in a pool of sadness or happiness.

Love is wonderful when it is with the right person.

Hold on