I feel like I'm not good enough. Does anyone out there feel me?
I'm sorry I'm not your perfect role model and I'm sorry if whatever I said or am about to say is gonna ruin that perfect image you have of me, but I'm only human and I'm really just an ordinary guy.
Many of my friends who know me personally would know that I'm extremely self conscious and sensitive, any casual remark my friend makes about me stays, for instance "You're really irritating" and unless that person ends off with "I'm just kidding, I swear" I'll keep thinking about it and I won't stop.
I constantly seek reasons to doubt myself. I feel like I'm not worthy, I feel like I'm not good enough for anyone and often times, I feel like a bad investment to everyone - Like why would anyone wanna be my friend? Why would anyone wanna date me?
I feel like a liability and I always feel like everyone around me secretly hates me.I feel like I can never be myself because what if who I really am scares people away?
I'm not someone who's able to let go of things easily and small little things can have a pretty big impact on me. I feel the need to please everyone just because I'm afraid that no one will like me if I don't.
That's why i say, i'm not good enough. And that's why i'm gonna change few things.
