Wall-Dreams-Reality

Broken wall

Do you know how it felt like?

How messed up the mind becomes,

How much the heart ache,

And how little the mouth speaks.

Have you ever had that feeling?

Where you don't know what you want,

You don't know which is the best choice

Between sleeping and being awake.

Being in a dream where you were there,

Makes me wanna stay in it forever,

But every single time I dream't of you,

I woke up like I just had a nightmare.

That nightmare kept telling me that,

It's all just a fantasy, a dream,

In reality, you weren't there beside me,

And that scared the shit out of me that wakes me up in that dream.

But each and every time when i open up my eyes,

Reality hits me too,

Telling me again you aren't there,

Then I wish I was in that dream.

Being in both,

Dreams and Reality,

They both hits me in the face,

Like I'm just a wall.

A white wall,

A white wall where is about to fall and break,

A wall to keep people away

Hoping they would climb over it to safe this kid inside.